Lyrics
I wake up to the sound of our song on repeat
i realize its not the noise of victory
but the confrimation of defeat
it weird to think
there might've been an us
when i can't even seem
to take care of one
i've burned all my bridges
thinking it wise to keep
one for escape
but i seem to have
set up my own fate
I've run my own race
and i've realized that
winning is unlikely
and it seems i wont
get the chance to finish
why can i never listen
to my words of wisdom
i've always been preventing
myself from falling in love
I'm wondering
whats the purpose
i've got the conclusion
i'm truely worthless
exspell me if you want
to proect all them
but know that
i belive i'm the
one with the brain
and they're on the
the brink of not
posessing sanity
oh vanity
what vanity
What a pity thing
to do to a mere boy
to taunt with greatness
and play with him like a toy
you test my sanity.
Make me wonder if this is all just a scheme
a mere game for you
A prison for me
I have what seems to be an incurable disease
and i've depleted myself of all remedies
tearing at the seams i screamed at God
and begged him to help me out of this
grave i keep digging
and he didnt answer so what am i to do now
That this is spreading like irreversable cancer
I roll back into bed
and wait for this nightmare to end
God just answer
God just answer
God just answer..
God dont let me die tonight.